16. khudka kuaN, khudki khai!
no its absolutely true, I am weaving the trap that will cost me my life at this pace. what do i need to stop doing? Umm, sabotaging myself. not taking my future, my present seriously at all. idgaf attitude is important, but not if it reaches this level of self-harm. to do pooora karne se ziyada energy toh hum din kaatne mein laga de rahe, which is again the stupidest thing that i have seen myself do since 106. god why cant i stop. LOL I just quora-ed and found this: "“You have to be burning with an idea, or a problem, or a wrong that you want to right. If you’re not passionate enough from the start, you’ll never stick it out.” -Steve Jobs" i dont think my fire is hot enough to cause iron catastrophe,,,,,,, there is no planetary differentiation happening here. sad reax onli. challenges - 1. i feel lonely. - no one to talk to , no one to share. 2. i feel lost - no one guiding me, telling me if i am on the right path or not 3. god...